Becoming a mom

It is five am and I felt the need to write, to begin telling my story of what it is like becoming a mom. I can tell you it has been the most joyous, and sometimes stressful thing in my life. I have laughed so much as I watch her change every day, and get smarter every day. And I have cried equally at the thought of disappointing her, that I, being a single mom will not be enough.